I don't feel like writing a blog post but I'm going to anyway. To start it off, I'd like to say thank you so much to those who followed me, and to those who just stopped by, thank you for taking the time to read and comment on my posts. I hope y'all have a great day today. Tonight is going to be a good night. Oh, I'm just kidding! I actually had coffee around 8 p.m. because I want to work on my laundry, dishes, and groceries. I know when the sun comes up, I'm gonna be grumpy especially if I don't get any sleep. Well, for goodness sakes, who's fault is that?

Every-time I remember that I am fat, I can't help to be extremely depressed. Oh well, expressing my deepest thoughts, and innermost feelings or shall I say profound emotions through out the web is way cheaper than therapy. It's so hard to lose weight once you gained so much blessings. If you feel the same, then you are not alone. Four nights ago, I hopped onto the elliptical, and I felt chest pain all of a sudden, so I quit and laid in bed, facing against wall, overwhelmed with anger. Okay, I'm going to explain why. Sometimes there's a part of me just feels so plain fat. So we change our life style. We did good so far. We started eating raw food not a long time ago, and it works slowly but healthy. I admit, there are times I get tired eating the same food everyday now that we change our diet. I pretty much eat anything he put on the table without complain. I can't help to crave some pizza sometimes, and he crave for Indian foods, while the kids crave for Taco Bell. That sounds good already. Oh yeah, settle down belly, I'm tired of you jiggling everyday. I am so ready to get rid of you anyway.
When we feel like we need a break, we do go out sometimes and eat fast food but something that is not so bad.

Oh, I really wished I am slimmer now. I would enjoy wearing my smaller size autumn/winter clothes. Sigh!